Eating: Kinder Bueno 
Drinking: Oishii Melon Tea
Watching: My Secret Hotel
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Reading: Bible Sunday, September 07, 2008
im really disappointed abt it. she said these 3 years are a waste of time. she wanted a break up wif me 3 times already in this relationship and 2 times she asked to patch up. if it's such a waste of time den ff u wanna patch up. somemore the 2nd time she asked. she was like crying over the phone asking to patch up. well i dun haf anyone to complain on so i guess i will do it here. my only place to talk abt my troubles. i say wad i wan here cox it my blog ok? lol.
i really cherished every moment wif u but u can said this. i've been tolerating her temper over some small things over this years. lost alot of good frens thanks to her jealously to the girls im always close with like michelle. lost my drum major/chairman post due to her temper over small things and wad was it? at genting band competiton. during the activities break, we went to the outdoor park and i didnt wan to take the rides cox im really is very bad at heights. ya and she got pissed. locked herself in wanxin's room toilet and i went in to get her out by wad? promising her to take only 1 ride. and ya aikying went back to her room and saw it and gg. cox i entered an opposite sex room. mr wong was informed and ya. i lost it. parents were informed. all these tt i did was jus to make her happy and she said everything i sacrifice was jus a waste of time.
she's most likely doing all the backstabbing abt me as much as she can like she always did to some ppl. ppl like L, Y, S, S, A, G, C, A, Z. Those are the initials of their 1st letter of the name. L, Y, S, S, Z are ppl from sec sch, the rest are from tp. similarity from all these ppl? they are her close frens. example of her backstabbing. some ppl didnt invite her to go it fair tgt and kbox. some ppl in her camp she find very useless and she is doin most of the work by herself. some ppl say abt her shoes are fake. abt hanging out wif some ppl cox didnt haf the choice cox she didnt like her class. abt some ppl who dun wan pei her go back band. and ya. all the f word will be coming out. it's funny tt 2 of the ppl she complained to abt me used to be her target for backstabbing. for me i totally dont backstab my close frens cox there is a reason i made them my close frens.
she most likely pissed with her iou. yea. she even went ahead and wrote an iou to me. she personally ask to borrow money from me to buy wad she wan. when we are still in relationship. the amount of money she compiled from dragging and continous borrowing was far too much. so i decided to close both eyes and treat some of the things dun make her pay and the amount came down from $250 to $80. now tt its over i dun see the reason to close both my eyes and give her the $170 for free. im really not doing charity work. maybe to her this is extortion by its not. u got wad u wanted cox u borrowed some money which is not even urs. luckily last time she asked me to lend her money buy psp. but i didnt haf enuf. if not i really will get scammed. i think the remaining amount she still own she will not return it. totally was scammed. last time still say wad. comfirm will return one. totally scammed my trust.
so wad do you think of this girl's hidden persona? usually she laughs, make jokes, show seriousness in studies, like a very fun person to hang out with. but yea. it's not something she show to ppl but after these 3 years. i guess im the one who she showed her true self to. yea. she used to tell me tt im the only one she could show her temper to. for her, i corrected my bad habits of sleeping too much, lateness. and for months, she threw everything of my bad habit back to me. i can wait for her under her block for 1hr after the appointed meeting time. when coming down is only like 5mins
i gotta admit tt im freaking lazy, dun like to speak out much and lack initative but wad more bad points i showed tt u didnt like it? wad is it tt u say tt the 3 years are a waste of time? i've been exposed to most the real world, and ya. this is one of the worst kind you can ever get. a person with a deadly hidden personality behind tt persona. but so? i didnt care abt her bad points and cont with it cox i love her. im too simple isnt it? i will not talk to anyone in real life abt this. i dun like to talk abt my problems anyway. i bottled up too much actually. this is the way i am i guess? but if ppl ask. maybe i will talk abt it ba. jus when i tot everything was over, she did and said all these things. great isnt it?
i really cherished every moment wif u but u can said this. i've been tolerating her temper over some small things over this years. lost alot of good frens thanks to her jealously to the girls im always close with like michelle. lost my drum major/chairman post due to her temper over small things and wad was it? at genting band competiton. during the activities break, we went to the outdoor park and i didnt wan to take the rides cox im really is very bad at heights. ya and she got pissed. locked herself in wanxin's room toilet and i went in to get her out by wad? promising her to take only 1 ride. and ya aikying went back to her room and saw it and gg. cox i entered an opposite sex room. mr wong was informed and ya. i lost it. parents were informed. all these tt i did was jus to make her happy and she said everything i sacrifice was jus a waste of time.
she's most likely doing all the backstabbing abt me as much as she can like she always did to some ppl. ppl like L, Y, S, S, A, G, C, A, Z. Those are the initials of their 1st letter of the name. L, Y, S, S, Z are ppl from sec sch, the rest are from tp. similarity from all these ppl? they are her close frens. example of her backstabbing. some ppl didnt invite her to go it fair tgt and kbox. some ppl in her camp she find very useless and she is doin most of the work by herself. some ppl say abt her shoes are fake. abt hanging out wif some ppl cox didnt haf the choice cox she didnt like her class. abt some ppl who dun wan pei her go back band. and ya. all the f word will be coming out. it's funny tt 2 of the ppl she complained to abt me used to be her target for backstabbing. for me i totally dont backstab my close frens cox there is a reason i made them my close frens.
she most likely pissed with her iou. yea. she even went ahead and wrote an iou to me. she personally ask to borrow money from me to buy wad she wan. when we are still in relationship. the amount of money she compiled from dragging and continous borrowing was far too much. so i decided to close both eyes and treat some of the things dun make her pay and the amount came down from $250 to $80. now tt its over i dun see the reason to close both my eyes and give her the $170 for free. im really not doing charity work. maybe to her this is extortion by its not. u got wad u wanted cox u borrowed some money which is not even urs. luckily last time she asked me to lend her money buy psp. but i didnt haf enuf. if not i really will get scammed. i think the remaining amount she still own she will not return it. totally was scammed. last time still say wad. comfirm will return one. totally scammed my trust.
so wad do you think of this girl's hidden persona? usually she laughs, make jokes, show seriousness in studies, like a very fun person to hang out with. but yea. it's not something she show to ppl but after these 3 years. i guess im the one who she showed her true self to. yea. she used to tell me tt im the only one she could show her temper to. for her, i corrected my bad habits of sleeping too much, lateness. and for months, she threw everything of my bad habit back to me. i can wait for her under her block for 1hr after the appointed meeting time. when coming down is only like 5mins
i gotta admit tt im freaking lazy, dun like to speak out much and lack initative but wad more bad points i showed tt u didnt like it? wad is it tt u say tt the 3 years are a waste of time? i've been exposed to most the real world, and ya. this is one of the worst kind you can ever get. a person with a deadly hidden personality behind tt persona. but so? i didnt care abt her bad points and cont with it cox i love her. im too simple isnt it? i will not talk to anyone in real life abt this. i dun like to talk abt my problems anyway. i bottled up too much actually. this is the way i am i guess? but if ppl ask. maybe i will talk abt it ba. jus when i tot everything was over, she did and said all these things. great isnt it?
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