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Sunday, April 26, 2009

super tiring these few days. been involved in alot of things plus schooling.

friday went to school around 1pm. had PMT tutorial. the class was kinda funny. lols. had to go up to answer questions. our group cheated. lols. den kinda deducted points. hahas. the only male group in the class and we were super funny. lols. went to Tampines 1 after class and bought a new bag from Ink. cost me around $47. finally a bag pack which suits me. very hard to find one. lols. went home to take bible den went to church help out with cutting tickets for church's anniversary dinner. total got 1000 D= lols. finished half way for the day den went to buy dinner with david, weekiat and jean in bedok inter. den had oikos :)) gahh. next 2 weeks no oikos again =(((( went off around 12am on cab.

saturday woke up at 630am. lols. barely wanna come out of bed but made it out nevertheless. went for first alumni band practice at 8am. saw alot of long lost faces. hahas. did administration work until like 9am den had sectional. was surprised that i still can manage to hit the high notes. lols. weather was super hot. had combined brasses and later combined band. i think the ponyo song was hilariously cute. lols. maintenance lastly. den went off straight to church. went to Tampines 1 later with david, mel and jean to shop :) mt, amanda and joel joined us later and had lunch in TM food court. went home pretty late also.

jus now after service went home straight. totally exhausted from these few days. lack of sleep la. lols. decided to sacrifice playing soccer in the afternoon. went to bed after lunch. =x woke up around 4pm and went down to house opposite bookshop to buy pink cardboard and markers.

tml 9am lect x_x 9-7pm sia. GG. i think Dr Khin will nag me again tml for not going the MCT workshop. lols. both days overslept =x

alright. end here. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:59 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009

gahh. school reopened le. although quite relutant to go back to school and in holiday mood. this sem is not that bad ba i guess. lols. taking 4 subjects each term. total 5 subjects in this sem. 2 examination paper this sem. i gonna jus give my all man. lols.

OSIP talk ytd. dunno wan go for it ma lorr. scare i will miss friends and home -___- . hahas.

made a new friend from ChE on monday. and only to found out that he is a christain ytd =D invited me to prayer meeting and his church outreach programme. same class in PMT.

Dr Khin asked me to cut hair ONCE AGAIN. lols. later evening den i go cut lorr. cut thin only la. hahas.

i find that the subjects this sem will be interesting :)))) haven check out GMP yet though. BPT although lecturer abit boring but the content is not boring. so hopefully this mentality of mine will remain throughout the sem. hahas. and OH YEAH! finally no CSAS. wahahahahahas.

lab at 9am later. gahhh. dunno why need to attend this workshop. lols. dunno y tml PMT also 1st week must have lab also. lols.

i wanna watch DMC and the X-Men movie. lols. adapted from the anime/manga :D i think gonna spend $$ soon again. wanna buy a new shoe. and maybe an INK bag. see how first bahh.

alright. ending here. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 1:03 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009

I'm alive so that I can fulfill myself. I feel like shouting because I can't be doing it safe and sound..

later 10am timetable coming out le!!!~ super duper not looking forward to it. LOLS. im scare like 8am-6pm man. GG!!

ytd went out with michy to swensons. ji jie also tagged along. jus came back from china. ate BBQ chicken. the chicken taste nice but not the sauce. den had macadamia mania for ice cream. totally love the macadamia nut. big big one u noe? hahas. thanks alot for ur treat michy although my bdae had past like a thousand years ago. =P walked around tampines mall and century square. den parted off and went for pnp

pnp was rather short today. becox of AGM ba. lols. i think wad pastor tay said ytd was really really meaningful. i was like tearing with joy when giving thanks to god. esp when giving thanks for blessing me with loyal and faithful frens. tt part most tears came out. LOLS. i think serving the dancing thing for the martinee kinda impacted my christain life. now like have this feeling of wanting to serve in teaching and helping in the children side. lols. well my current ambition is still to be a primary school teacher. kinda disturbing right? hahas.

later if can wake up early den go gym. meeting audrey in the afternoon. finally meeting joel and mt for dinner with chris. dunno we will talk until wad time or will talk about wad. lols. hope end at 9pm den can go watch 17 Again (and again and again and again. LOLS) with david, kaiming and chris. so far only these few confirmed. lols.

did qt jus now and this phase was kinda interesting. i read it from the book amanda borrowed me. ' The opposite of love is not hate, but is indifference, simply lacking interest in a person. ' sounds kinda chim but so cool! hehe. once again learnt something meaningful :))))

alright. end here le. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 2:31 AM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009

And I often wonder why, someone as flawed as I deserves to be happy..
But I know that god must love me cause he sent you to me on angel's wings.

ytd went tampines 1 with oikos peeps! lols. we walked round and round and round -_____- chris was so despo for a job he nearly went to every shop to ask if they employing. uniqlo the queue was super long again. didnt get to go in once again. hahas. dinner at Phil's in TM. ordered Mixed Grill. tasted kinda not bad but the sausage looks kinda disturbing. LOLS. im serious. hahas. the rest ordered their steak and gosh. it was horrible, terrible, vegetable. should have went to Pastamania! gahhh. the waiter the way he talk. manage to influence chris to get us in. bahhh >.>

my band junior suddenly smsed me asking whether will i be performing in the Damai 15th anni and asked for email. i was like totally shocked -__- tot he sent to wrong person. lols. in the end is kea hao didnt inform me before that there will be a performance. >.> lols. like so long nv play instrument le. dunno my tone, tonguing and volume still dere ma. -___-

later going tampines again with michy. meet in tampines but most likey walk tampines le lorr. lols. swensons :) i think i wanna get the belt eugene has. looks quite nice.

alright. blog again tml. laters.


live like there's no tomorrow 12:42 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Isn't my life still too long
For erasing these thoughts?
I have things left to do
Because I want to try redoing them

nua all day at home ytd. lols. today onwards won't be the same. going out everyday!!!~

going gym and swimming soon. meeting david and the rest go tampines 1 later. totally got no idea who is going. LOLS!

and yes. i have craving for ice cream now! lols. macadamia nut or swenson's sticky chewy choco will be great!!!! later if can buy i will buy. wahahhahas.

alright alright. end here le. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 1:22 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009

woots. finally after so many days. musical was over in just a blink of an eye. :(

musical was great and i think everyone involved did a really good job :) Jeramiah brought Clarence Koh on the first night. so long nv see him le la. lols. still the same as ever. jus no more white hair and less curly hair. wahhaas

help out in dancing during the children's musical on the 2nd day. didnt really dance before in front of ppl. but i guess this is the first time. with lots of practice and rehearsals. -___- everything i learn abt dancing was like see and follow from Youtube last time. this is like so totally different >.> the kids were very high. im so glad. many responded to altar call. michy came to watch during the martinee also. luckily it wasnt too kiddish. hahas.

after musical, we went to Century Square buy birthday cake. den went to wait for the rest in Tampines 1 the Japanese Gourmet Town. gosh. the mall is like so freaking packed. had dinner dere and celebrated eugene's and huishan's bdae. walked around Tampines 1, Tampines Mall and CS. TM is like still so packed even with the new shopping mall. bought a macadamia nut from haagen dazs. super shiok :)

didnt notice them when i walk passed. michy told me abt it later and i was shocked. how i wished everything was alright. i wanna be back to the past when i didnt noe anything about ur conflicts. it's hard to approach when you didnt share, confess and tell me anything abt what has happened. it's really tough.

later i left and went back to church. need to 'tear down' the stage. musical haven end yet. when i reached was at the ending part where the 2 sisters wanted to kiss the prince to break the curse. -__-

was in a really bad mood. didnt felt like talking. was jus quietly helping out. at one time dom was trying to crack a joke and pushed me by my chest. i almost wanted to like flare up. but luckily i managed to hold back my anger. if i was in the past the chair will most likely end up flying. thinking back, im really sorry for holding this kind of feelings. i dun wan to be back to the time when my fists do all the talking. finished putting back the chairs and went off after informing pastor mark, letting go of my tears as i walked out..

last week of holidays le. i wanna spend this week fully. gyming, shopping and hanging out with friends. already spent $260 on shopping le this week.

im really tired of life yet enjoying it at the same time. god, please colour up my life with more of you. i will really need it to continue living.

ending here. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:25 PM
Friday, April 03, 2009

'He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.' - Revelation 21:4

decided to spend ytd alone. kinda peaceful for once. reflection was want i needed.

went out alone ytd to whitesands. finally got my new DS charger. gahh!! the old one dunno wad happen spoilt le. window shopping. nth caught my eye. except for the charger. LOL. i intended to buy it anyway. wanted to eat in Swensons but bahh next time den eat ba.

did some drawing ytd and jus now. den edited with Lexmark Productive Studio. changed with colours effects and editing amount of gamma. kinda cool the effects :)



L and Light from Death Note, C.C. from Code Geass


Lelouch/Zero from Code Geass


Tsubaki from Soul Eater

i find the Tsubaki kinda looks like a trap. please think of it being a female cox she's a girl. LOLS! kinda back to Code Geass frenzy. my favorite male and female character are like in Code Geass la. hahas

dunno later still need to go out give flyers in the afternoon ba. no one update me anything. but at night for sure will be going out to give de. if nth up in afternoon will go gym most likely. LOLS!

alrighty. end here le. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 6:33 AM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009




How much endless pain and sorrow could I have?
I wanna release it, so far away
With these wings of life, I long for the time of rebirth..

Feeling like crap..

Feeling disappointed..

Need a day alone for myself

To recover my mental wound
maybe a hug is needed
To be back to normal once again..



live like there's no tomorrow 10:56 PM