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Sunday, May 31, 2009

My Love is a Stapler

my favorite video of this week. haha. totally cute!

morning went for service and saw boon hwee on the bus. went to church tgt and seperate off at the chapel. the speaker today was very interesting. hahas. More than Conquerors! A boxer who was at near defeat managed to defeat his opponent and won the prize. He is a Conqueror. He passed the prize money to his wife. She is more than a conqueror. hahas. but it makes sense when he related to the bible. super cool :)))

went to Sunday School. another busy day. lols. around 20 new kids came today :)))) having the banana freeze programme. went to help in Uncle Peter's class. the P4 boys very funny la. hahas. really had fun with them in the class. next was clearing up and it was horrible. was in the kitchen alone with Jean and we wash and wash and wash ar!~ den went up to classroom and everyone was slacking around. GAHH. lols.

went to my house dere the mac to study. at first i tot only like got me and david. den hoon came along. and the many others followed. LOL. tried to study but really totally cnt concentrate with such a big group. my heart i feel like talking, eating and playing with them. tried to control but still cnt concentrate. LOL. finally made a decision to go home and study instead.

and opps. i made a mistake! tot is this tues start term test de. actually is Wednesday. phew!~ can relax for a day. somemore all start in afternoon not 9am except GMP :))))

alright end here ba. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:49 PM
Saturday, May 30, 2009


HAPPY 17th Anniversary BC!
And thank God for 17th years of faithfulness!

band practice in the morning. reach around 0840. lols. haven start yet. we played Seventh Night of July! one of my favourites last time. den also The Wizard of Oz! (somewhere~ over the rainbow. hahas!) practiced ended den went off. realize that Bilal stayed opposite our church! can be my buddy to go church after band. hahas!!

super chionging day. did alot of decoration for tml's birthday celebration. i think we put in alot of effort this time round. *clap clap* finish le faster change den went off. PM jus nice was leaving and we took a ride! hahas.

Went to Parkway dere so many times never even realize that there was this Roland Restaurant until today. hahas. had a great time dere. food was good. and im sure everyone enjoyed themselves in god's presence. went back home with Amanda, Soh Kim, Melody and David.

ending here le. Laters.


live like there's no tomorrow 11:59 PM
Monday, May 25, 2009

She's a fairytale
Even though it hurts.
'Cause I don't care if I lose my mind
I'm already cursed.

these few day ar. super tiring.

Friday had BPT lab in the morning. ended quite early. den went to meet Tim, Chris and Hoon in concourse. went up to com labby and i seriously dunno y the com lab became a lan shop recently. lols. played dota dere for awhile until 3 plus. Tim den went for class. went home later with Chris to take our stuff den went to Tampines stadium dere. went swimming with Hoon, Chris and David. the slide is like super cute la. lols. swam abit. didnt really wanna swim. jus wanna soak in water. HAs. after swimming we went to Cartel meet up with the rest. had dinner dere. ordered carbonara. and spammed the bread. lols. den the long waited 9pm is here. ordered cheesecake! haha. 50% off! ordered my tiramisu. super happy :)))) den dunno y the reciept for our table suddenly became very long at 9pm. hahas. went home at around 1050pm liddat. need to catch last bus. hahas

Sat went church for Usher meeting. den after that drew pictures for JSS deco. drew a cheerleading character. which is Ran from Shugo Chara! super cute la. cnt imagine i drawing that. lols. continue next week. went down for oikos meeting with the guys and mt. den had dinner later at tampines mall kopitiam.

Ytd had 17th anniversary service. the room was super packed. hahas. saw boon hwee!!~ and he greeted me by hitting me, and i response by hitting him back .___. hahas. went lunch with oikos peeps den went home le. need to study for test.

Later having GMP quiz at 8am and BPT tutorial quiz. den at 7pm APEL class dunno got wad thing. they ordering food i think. lols. tml still have PMT Quiz la. GG-fied! hahas.

Lastly a very happy 17th Anniversary to BC!

alrighty end end end!! laters


live like there's no tomorrow 1:17 AM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

school is getting kinda crappy nowadays. lols. next week going shopping! weee!!~ thinking of buying 3 shirts ba. hehe!! went window shopping today in late afternoon and 3 shirts caught my eye :))) gotta get them all. pokemon! LOLS. kinda random. hahas

went for to meet david they all for dinner at kfc. den went for pnp. was held in chapel. rarely get to enter inside. hahas. was kinda good. BC going into 18th year. and i was in dere for like not even a year. but i have been through alot and im considered a someone which belongs dere now :)) How can I stop singing my praises for you! after pnp they did alot of discussion on wad to do this friday. after such a longgg 'arguement' lols. decided on Cafe Cartel. gonna save up some $$ tml for use. went home later.

yea yea. i noe sth is going on btw those two. no one's telling me anything much abt it yet. so let it be for now? Zzz..

gonna do PMT proj. GMP quiz on Friday. Need to do some drawing for JSS. most likely doing it tml night. lols. found my pictures to draw le. this mth theme is sports. drawing on cheerleading and either tennis or soccer. see my mood ba. LOLS! meeting audrey tml in later afternoon also.

alrighty. ending here. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:59 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

And I will trust in your unfailing love.
For You alone are God eternal
Throughout Earth and Heaven above

yooz. didnt blog for some time. lols. had BPHAR quiz ytd. was kinda easy. lols. when i meant easy, i meant 100% pass. hahas. APEL was a waste of time. LOLS. went to tampines after APEL to get my concession. den walk around TM and Century Sq. i wanna buy a vest. went to Esprit they nv sell le :(( den went to Century Sq those clothes stores on level 3. say next week den will come stock. shall go see whether issit nice anot ba. lols. went to Hobby Point and finally got my 00 figurines. LOLS. Setsuna, Lockon, Allelujah, Felt and Sumeragi. the set didnt have Tieria :(( cost me $36. kinda cheaper den i expected. though it will be like $60 plus. think i will start to buy models next week le. either Cherudim or Dynames first. went to HANS later buy muffins and an apple pie go home eat.

today ended school early. lols. went to eat at business alone. everyone was like having no school today la. lols. den saw amanda, my junior from band. lols. issit my eyes got problem or wad but she looked more chubby? LOLS. dunno whether is it her bdae today or something. she was forced by frens to offer strangers cake and well. she happened to see me dere and yea. lols. actually wanted to hang out outside studying or wad until JSS meeting at night. den this week dun have. went home straight away. hahas. study at home le lorr. tml have PMT quiz and post-lab quiz. STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!~

alright end here le. laters.


live like there's no tomorrow 3:49 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009

went to Bugis with chris after school. went to Sim Lim find his ipod nano. he only has $190. lols. cheapest we found was like $205. the uncle say best price. hahas. we went to this stall and that shop keeper said $300. lols. totally shocked. $300 like can get Itouch with $80 more. .___. in the end didnt get anything den went to Bugis Junction.

YEAH!! i finally got A NEW SHOE! first Levi's shoe! bought it inside BHG. the color is black denim. but i look up down left right. it like jus dark navy blue. LOLS. actually thinking of buying another pair but.... not enuf le. =(((( finally got a new shoe. my previous canvas shoe is like ciu until cnt ciu.

went to eat BK beside Bugis Street den went to Iluma. first time go. like so many stores haven open la. den they have this shop call. Otaku House where they sell alot of anime related stuff. i saw the swords from Bleach de. SUPER NICE CAN! xin yang yang. lols.

went for oikos later. had quite a great time tgt. it has been awhile since the house is filled with people. hahas. had a super nice supper bought by david they all. It's not too late! was the msg today. went back on cab

tml got PLAYMAX dry run. cnt go for band pract. hope tml can wake up at like 545am. lols. meeting them at 745am in City Hall.

alright off to sleep. later!


live like there's no tomorrow 11:49 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

hey yo!!~ david came to our school today. lols. after school went to do some BPT lab report and printing of notes. den went to meet david and chris at tennis court. they play i watch. hahas. the weather was super terrible. lols. very hot. all of us cnt tahan den stop playing. went to gym area and stephen and nelson was dere. cnt go in cox im in jeans. gahh!!~ went to rent bball den went play bball. very long time since i played without my top. lols. cox now and den always will have girls playing with us. den somemore weather super hot. finish playing le den went to return ball den went to toilet. came out of toilet den a group of girls jus happen to walk past in front of me. my shirt not on yet. LOLS. faster turn over to my back. >.>

went to itas drink water den we went to tampines. chris is fascinated abt the dickies bag cox got ****. lols. he wan to buy ipod nano! went to nubox at tm to check out the ipod. cost $248 =x SAVE MONEY MAN! LOLS. went over to century sq to see his dickies bag. $39. i saw a shoe i very interested in buying but cost $69 =(((( later went to HANS and bought two muffins. choco chip and choco cheese. the choco cheese combi abit weird but nvm. lols.

went for PNP and the bus 23 dunno y so long. hahas. in the end ended up late. had an awesome time today =)))) alot of thanksgiving and learnt alot on the history of our church. hahas. went home with david, amanda and chris on the bus and i think we totally screwed up our childhood. hahas.

-doraemon cnt hear cox has no ears. cnt hold things cox no fingers.

-cinderella is supposed to leave the ball at 1am instead of 12am. she tripped and dropped the glass slipper but fell down the stairs and died.

-little mermaid didnt live happily ever after cox in the end she died

-snow white is not the correct name, it is summer black. LOLS

-the prince is not the one turned into a frog but is summer black

-rapunzel let down her long hair to let the prince climb up to meet her but the prince fell to his death cox she didnt use pentene shampoo to strengthen her hair and it torn apart. (advertistment: next time use pentene!) LOLS

alot of laughter on the bus. hahhas.

alright. ending here le. tml start at 9am. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:20 PM

oh crapp. alot of things to be done for today. BPT lab report, PMT assignment 1 and PMT assignment 2. madness!!~ planning to stay back after school later to study for PMT quiz. next Monday also have BPHAR quiz. gonna study hard this weekend. guess i wun be playing bball with them this Sunday either. next week GMP consultation with Wallace will be on my question le. better prepare well before he shoot me and wanyu with lots of questions. LOLS.

currently addicted to the Chrome Shelled Regios ED - Ai No Zuellni. quite a beautiful love song by Chrome Shelled. lols. the band is formed just for this anime.



only TV size not full version. hahas. kinda trying to memorize the lyrics now.

had PEP20 ytd at 11am in project room. message of the day was kinda good. it's abt this guy Liddell, Eric who place all his faith and trust in God. he was a sprinter and has set many world records. at one point when he was excited abt the Olympics relays, but was shocked to find it to fall on Sunday. I'm not running. - he said it straight. He considered Sunday to be set aside for God. And 3 days later, he set a world record. At his death bed, his last words to a camp nurse was - It's complete surrender.

i find this guy is really awesome and i learned alot ytd :))
'Complete Surrender' to Christ is total victory!

celebrated Gary's 21st Bdae and Jeremiah's 20th belated Bdae after everything was done. thank god for brothers like them and may them continue to walk in your ways. rushed off to BPT lecture later.

finally BPT calculation part is here! totally hate theory!! lols. lunch with tim, hoon, zihao and steph after class and went to change the ezlink card with tim and hoon. heard it can be used as cash card. issit true? lols. den liddat easier to photocopy things from the lib. lols.

alright alright. end here le. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 4:59 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009



I won't ask you to do your best,
because you have already done it
Relax! Relax! Let your heart
Relax! Relax! take a deep breath

hahas. i noe everyone is having a hard time in school. tts y im putting this song up. i needed it also. lols. im having a super hard time with so many projects. currently have 2 PMT assignments and 1 GMP project. next week quizzes. filled with so many things. JIAYOU! even at hard times don't overwork urself and relax! :)))

super tired ttm. lols. didnt get to sleep last night. woke up last night at like 11pm. GG. dunno y i can tahan sia .___. only cnt tahan during U Tin Lin's lecture. lols. i was struggling to stay awake seriously. Mr Chan's lecture was also the same. but managed to stay awake with hello panda, sweets and greentea! LOL~

cnt wait for this sat. gonna go for playmax trial. go dere see see how is it le. dunno got alumni band pract anot. LOLS. i hope not. if not timing confirm clash le. still need to do father's day proposal for JSS. found some kinda cute crafts online. hahas. cnt wait for the weekends to come!

gonna change blogskin soon. after most of my assessments are more or less cleared. lols.

alright. end here. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 8:21 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009

gahhh. bad sleeping habits are back again. maybe becox of ytd coffee. lols. jus came back home after service. sleep time. lols

still need do pmt proj later. zzz. dunno will need to type how much. lols

alright. eyes closing le. hahas. laters


live like there's no tomorrow 11:32 AM
Wednesday, May 06, 2009

On that day, my heart crumbles without a sound
No matter how much I scream and break,
the unerasable memories and darkness continue to flow past my eyes
And I sink into the tomorrow where I can't even differentiate the colours anymore

I continue to search for the day where I can come to an understanding
Now I am just living for the sake of losing
Even when it is all over and I am fighting alone
If you turn on the lights
I will shine towards it

"Thoughts filled with wishes will one day create colours"
This is what I have been taught
by the person who lives in my heart
Everything is borned out of colours
Once again, I am going to paint tomorrow with these hands

I became used to losing without even realising it
Even the things that are placed on my hands are slipping through my fingers
Before my tears dried up, I just want to know
till now, who am I really trying to save with the words I want to hear

If the light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper
Even after realising it, I still have nothing to fear
everything is created by the colors born out of the corner of our hearts
If we open our eyes, we will be able to see it

The breath of sadness
The colour which I have been looking for is fading away
without producing any sound

The gentle colours that cannot be expressed now
I will once again paint them with these hands


live like there's no tomorrow 2:37 AM
Monday, May 04, 2009

rofl. reached home like 12am today. hahas

had GMP consultation with wallace. one question we can talk like for 1hr already sia. GG. i think we really need alot of reading up. had PMT meeting at concourse later. we are going on the right track ba i think. lols. submission to agnes this friday.

apel was horrible. im a good teamplayer. 'Are you sure?' - Dr Khin. wahhh. wanna whack her sia. LOLS. come on la. am i the type who will let my team mates suffer becox of me? hahas.

went to meet shannon with justin later. cabbed down to a church at Geylang in a limo cab. lols. missed their dinner becox of apel. lols. ate apple le cnt eat dinner. HAHA. went up to the hall. with some brief introduction. den had a workshop later. sharing the gospel is really some tough work man. but i guess this will be obstacle i will need to overcome. to become an overcomer! lols. first time singing hymns. 'How marvelous, how wonderful. Is my Savior's Love for me.' and it has a weird feeling. hahas. like choir liddat. but it still have the good feeling cox all are worshipping! ended off in prayers with Jeremiah and went off with Justin.

on the way to Paya Lebar Mrt was super dangerous. so many of those type of ppl at the lane of bar area. told justin to jus keep walking forward. lols. den he keep looking back to look at me. and i keep saying jus look in front and WALKKKK. lols. dun wan go Geylang anymore le :((((( ate at Mac. BIG MAC!!! lols. den took train home le.

anyway i will be a host for PLAYMAX! a carnival with lots of stuff to do. shopping, eating, cybergaming, challenges, stage performance, extreme sports and more.

it will be at St Andrew's Cathedral. the building beside Cityhall Mrt once u come out. it's on 12 and 13 June. timeslots are 9am, 11am, 1pm or 2pm. please book timeslots early becox places are limited. crowd control is needed becox it is held in a historical site. kinda cool having a carnival in an historical site. lols. entry will be $10 inclusive with a free meal with choice of Pastamania, Superdog or Cavana. more details at www.playmax.sg

alright super tired. end here le. laters.


live like there's no tomorrow 11:49 PM
Saturday, May 02, 2009

Before love says that love is, "Too heavy," rejects comprehension
And turns into hatred...

Just about everything is so, right?
In situations where you get bad penalties, there's always the reality of covering them up and faking them
In the era of distorted dilemmas
Even we, who should have made a promise together, pass by each other
without noticing

I abandoned the fact
That we destroyed each other and understood each other
Is this a wreck?
Don't acknowledge me; even when I confront it
I can't escape the images from when I fell

I'll find your eyes and the warmth of your hands
Time and time again

The city that won't change even if it's gone
Won't seek our salvation, right?
In the guise of someone honest
Everyone is inside of a crumbly crystal

Because I make more and more lies

Love only hurts me always...or so you whispered
You were scared of believing and cried, didn't you?
Learn your weaknesses and become strong, by believing without fear
You'll learn of true love, before it turns into hatred, right?

What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived world
On the unviewable days without fragments of reason
Lonleyness dwelt in my eyes that are tired of seeing

Lies that heal the heart- They exist
But it's a lie that will steal my heart, right?

Even if I'm to draw closer to love, I'll only be bitten...or so I whispered
I stopped believing and lived like that
With thoughts that I'm amazed of even if I stand up against despair
It's fine if I'm clinging onto a brief life

What I wanted
Isn't this heartless and contrived thing

A love lost in this city-
If I search for its meaning
I'll become a little better and be able to move on, right?


live like there's no tomorrow 10:32 AM