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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

arhx. missed out some other anime tt will be coming out soon:

To Aru Majutsu no Index
weee. didnt noe abt this. i love the manga alot. a girl named Index had memories of church's magic books stored in her and chased by some villians.

Rosario + Vampire CAPU2
wth. this is like one of the worst series tt is coming this fall. they even went ahead and include the new character, moka's sister which is supposed to appear in season 2 of the manga but the anime is not even near tt stage yet. the season 1 anime ended like only the 1st arc of the manga. not even season 2 of manga yet. gg. guess its only going to be filled with fan service.

Mouryou no Hako
yes. i love mystery and detectives stories. not really sure abt storyline but will stick around to see if this is any good.

the rest not tt interested. but maybe those with school life storylines i may check out abit like Toradora, Hyakko and Akane Iro ni Somaru Saku.

alrighty. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 6:43 AM
Sunday, September 28, 2008





Code Geass R2 finally ended. i think i liked the ending alot. last episode lelouch geassed Schneizel to follow zero's orders. dere is a meaning to it other then asking him to follow jus lelouch's orders. suzaku faked his death during the fight with kallen's guren. lelouch at nannly's room geassed her to get the controller of the castle so he can stop the self-destruction. den in the end suzaku with lelouch's plan. dressed up as zero and killed lelouch. nannly get to see his past anyway. most likely due to his code. with suzaku as zero. schneizel will still follow his orders cox its geassed in a way tt he will obey zero. and the other casts live happily ever after. lol. lelouch really had it all planned out.

anyway. some ppl said that lelouch didnt die cox he achieved 'code geass'. charles' code which made him immortal. and cc's geass. his geass is supposed to be gone with the code. but in this case the code does not belong to cc. so now ppl suspect that lelouch is not dead actually and the ending showed cc with another guy on the farming wagon. my guess is also lelouch didnt wan to reign at all. so he fake his death. and being immortal. lived with cc. to fufil his promise with her.

it ended painfully sad. he carried the burden of all evil to the world and ended those evil with his so called death. i find it very noble though. kinda touching isnt it?

with tt, it's the end of the code geass series. anyway, orange-kun worked in an orange farm later. lol. next on : gundam 00. ending off with a cc pic. lol



alright. later.


live like there's no tomorrow 6:32 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008

wad haf i been doin these few days man? other than playing, watching anime. well i have been drawing. lol. finally finished pening so far. haven shade or colour yet. i really hate shading and colouring. drawing is fun though. but i can like spend hours dere drawing until neck pain. lol. anyway. done 4 so far. all not completed yet.

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firstly drew lelouch of code geass. not tt hard to draw actually. u can see alot of gaps cox those areas are for shading.

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pikachu! haha. cute right? tt time when drawing lunsiong's get well card. cnt rmb how pikachu look like when we wan to draw. anyway went online find picture. i did this ytd only. took me like 1 hour i think. quite easy to draw also ba. anyway i think pikachu look more cute without the black section on its ear so i didnt add in. lol

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allen's crown clown. ok this is kinda hard to draw. the hair and the mask are most challenging ba. the body is quite easy. took me a few days to complete. well cox i slacking around also. lol

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ok. my first hitman reborn's art. tsuna. kinda hard to draw also. the x-gloves and his dying will flame are challenging. the gloves are really hell. lol. too detailed. tried to shortcut it but not nice =( no choice so do everything on the glove. the rest are kinda alright

anyway all these pics are found either in manga or online de. i cnt draw with imagination. can only draw wad i see. haha. still have some pictures i going to draw. one is dota de. another is black cat, vampire knight, soul eater, special A, full metal panic and of cox more code geass. pictures in com le. see got time den start drawing.

alright. off to slp now. stay up the whole midnight drawing. lol. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 5:47 AM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

haha. school rumble 3rd semester ova jus ended. but im not satisfied =( alot of things are missed out! shld be a season 3 rather than jus ova series. they shld show the ending part where harima sang the You are my sunshine. i think tt will damn nice and touching though. but they totally skipped it by jus showing him playing the guitar. with tt they ended everything from the manga. school rumble manga got season 2. i think released 1 chapter only so far.

soul eater they jus introduced the other death scythes le. totally going to love Justin. his character is damn funny. always deaf cox he always put on those earphones. too bad he will die later =( anyway. the series is catching up to manga le. prepare for some fillers ba.

zero no tsukaima 3. i guess its better than season 2 anyway. but the plot is still too messed up. maybe abit boring i guess.

alright tts all. later


live like there's no tomorrow 7:22 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008

went out with alice and chris today. at the ticket booth and saw 2 'girls'. well they looked like girls with the you noe wad but when they open their mouth. gg. lol. went bugis watch movie mama mia. can say tt it is a musical. featuring abba's songs. beginning start with 'I have a Dream'. well i didnt really enjoyed the show though. plot abit lame leh. really lame. but some parts are kinda funny also. at the wedding part her 'father' said to her mum tt she is the 1st woman he loved and also the last woman he ever loved. den he turn back look at another guy. lol. understand wad it means? gay! lol. anyway. after tt went buy get well gift for lunsiong. bought a cardboard and went to mos burger dere eat and draw. alot of lame drawings by us. nevertheless i think it turns our fine. lol. chris took bus home and i took mrt with alice to bedok. and i went home after tt.

currently playing around these 2 games: kh reborn battle arena and yggdra union on my psp. cnt get pass battle 32. the boss too hard. lol. reborn i can only use tsuna. the rest i use like gg.

ok end le. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 11:17 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008

jus watched code geass r2 24. Schneizel got geassed. he got wad he deserved. nina created the anti-fleija. lol. at the end, the blind nannly finally opened her eyes. D=

ytd went for iguides ori. met with justin and tim b4 going in. ya same old things. finish le justin went home take money. tgt with tim went to kfc at tampines eat. took mrt to suntec watch WGT. reach dere zh and justin dere le. Kingsurf match is already going on. and they lost? wahh. cnt believe it man. next watch Impreza. they lost also. >.> walked around after tt. guitar heros is damn awesome man. alot of performance. cosplaying. went to starbucks haf some coffee later. bought java chip. saw dorothy and amanda dere. lol. went back later and finals started le. fnatics vs evolution. fnatics won in the end though. their queen of pain and omniknight, really like the way they play man. anyway $5000 to them. went back home later and slp le.

seriously, y girls like to wear short pants or short skirt. they still can say they think they are fat den y not do something abt it. u noe ur fat den dun act liddat la. can be shy shy abit? im not against ppl who are fat. really. but those who keep complaining they think they are fat. im disgusted by wad they always complain abt. geez.

alright later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 7:10 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008

gosh. didnt noe my psp the firmware was already so outdated. 4.01m33 long time released le. 4.05 now released by some other ppl so dun dare use 1st. lol. did an update to 4.01m33.

zh they all join WGT. heard they got owned. lol. lucky they their group dun haf teams like w4si or Impreza.

now is like the season where alot of animes are ending. well. not alot are very nice though. except code geass r2! lol. i think 3 more episodes left.

alright. later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 11:03 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008

jus watched this youtube video. i think he is quite famous in youtube. TheScreamer's performance? another new song he played with the violin. this time Lion of Macross F



i noe. i totally loled at the beginning. he apparently tried to copy the opening of the anime. lol. the pink background meant tt it is suppose to be sheryl singing and green will be ranka. ya. i like his playing alot. another guy i like alot will be chibiwong's piano ba.

alright. going watch some anime now. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 11:25 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008

went for dinner with tim, justin and ashley. saw ms tan! she's with her boyfriend/husband? i dunno whether is she married already. lol. looking back. felt quite bad always not doing her english homework. haha. but really missed her alot. a good and friendly teacher during my secondary school days ba. on the way to bus stop saw Jijie.

alright. later


live like there's no tomorrow 7:27 PM

now in school library helping wenxing with plm assignment. saw something funny on the way to school. a coward i guess? wad so scary to run man. jus treat nv see can liao. looking at it, i was grinning away. lol. they plm need to do another small project. lol. dun retake this subject can le. with tim, hanwei, justin and ashley now also.

alright end here den. later


live like there's no tomorrow 3:30 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008

alright did some research. lol. on wad good anime coming out on October 08.

1) Gundam 00 Season 2
ya im sure this is quite comfirmed already. after code geass r2 finish, another sunrise production.

2) Nodame Cantabile: Paris
haha. so ganna love this. the live action drama had 2 special episodes abt this arc. Chiaki winning the conductor competition and forced to signed a contract with Stresemann. and some new characters ba.

3) Shikabane Hime
corpse princess. another plot like zombie loan. a girl wanting to go to heaven but need to kill other of her kind. zombies.

4) Chaos; Head
im really look forward to this. crimes, murder, psychological, and cute girls? lol. an adaption from a game by nitro+. well. not an eroge game i think. but heard the plot is rather solid.

5) Kuroshitsuji
another butler story. comedy. i guess something like hayate. but the butler is something different. well dere is the kuro after all.

6) Seto no Hanayome OVA
yes. totally love this show. ova series. so far i think only 2 episodes will be released though.

7) Vampire Knight Season 2
i hate this series actually. cox im reading the manga. lol. too lazy to watch but nevertheless it's a good story

8) Tales of abyss
im into the tales series like eternia, destiny so i guess i will be watching this.

Some other animes released in 2009
9) Tower of druaga - Sword of Uruk
haha. mystic tower mode unlocked. always rmbed tt.

10) Fullmetal Alchemist?
im not really sure abt this. lol. the news i read through is like beating around the bush. well u can read it here though.

11) Hayate the combat butler Season 2
alright the anime which likes to make fun of other animes or ppl. lol.

12) Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya Season 2
everyone love this eh? well i dun really though. lol. but comedy wised it rather ok for season 1.

all these are only animes i have knowledge on either from previous seasons or manga. interested den go read the manga or watch previous seasons ba. lol

well tts all. later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 3:09 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008

jus watch code geass r2 23 again. lol. Cornelia died so easily. wth. Schneizel is so damn evil now lorr. waiting for subbed.

today went to church again. the speech was alright. i was kinda stunned when everyone was singing. well. so i joined along. lol. went home after tt and im so tired tt i fell aslp straight away. gg.

ok la. end here. later


live like there's no tomorrow 8:02 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008

last midnight rushed through a J-drama. Seigi no Mikata. which means Ally of Justice.


however its not abt any ally of justice. its abt this elder sister who is has the beauties and brains. her persona is the perfect woman. but the little sister noes abt her true self. yes. her true persona is a demon. a very wicked human. and her elder sis used her like a slave. and abt the ally of justice part? ya. her sister's wickness always indirectly make herself like a hero. lol.

the little sister, youko. i find her very cute >.> but the elder sis i dunno why they say she is pretty. i find her average? dun like her lips and eyes. lol. the guy from youko's school, riku. i find him quite cute also ba. lol. no homo pls.

went for another job interview. most likely will get into tis job. a bistro at changi beach. either working as a service crew or bartender. depending ba. went home and bus 2 and lol. jus happen to see chungyin on the bus. he going for tution.

alright tts all.. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 10:14 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008

went gym with justin today. after gym went times again read book. lol. now i noe tt everyone by default are sinners. thanks to adam and eve. ok. later we meet with zihao and ashley go play lan. went home afterwards.

alright later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 7:54 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008

found 2 songs from the cyborg she soundtrack le. dled both the single also le. i likeキズナ alot. such a happy sounding song. another is 約束の翼 which is the ending theme song. alright. youtube videos:

キズナ


約束の翼


alright tts all. later


live like there's no tomorrow 8:18 PM

ok didnt have time to blog abt ytd. my internet dunno wtf happen. today den back to normal. rofl.

ytd went out of house and went to take a bus at my cousin's house dere the bus stop. saw karimah! she having prelims now. alright den took 65 to tampines. meet up with michelle. went to lunch at mos burger. den later took 969 to yishun. tt place totally damn alien to us. lol. nv been dere b4. ask for directions to cinema. and we are late for the show. lol. went to watch cyborg she.


i tell u the show damn sad~ i like cried around 3 times for 3 sections of the story. one is went she brought him back to his hometown. 2nd is the jishin part. wah. tis one bloody sad. lastly will be the part will be when the real girl went to find him. i dun think GV will still be showing anymore so if wan to catch it get it on DVD den. lol. im trying to find the soundtrack online. but looks like i need to go the hmv or something to get it. not bad the music.

ok show finish le. GV seats totally sucks. our butts sit until damn pain. gg sia. ok. went to post office. michelle need to send things through mail. went to northpoint afterwards walk. i guess its the worst shopping mall we ever walked. lol. chungyin say he end school around 630pm. nth to do le so went back tm while waiting for him. on the way saw shaheera. lol. michelle saw her sis. sit at mac ate ice cream, chit chat and played games. and when he came. walan. totally cnt see us. lol. went to nihon mura to eat. after finish eating went century square walk and chungyin played arcade. and finally went home.

pictures for the day:
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alright now my exams~ no supp papers! phew. u can see almost my whole results is full of smiley faces. rofl.

alright. maybe playing dota whole day today. tml going gym.

later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 11:28 AM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008

ytd my uncle gave everyone of us $100 to buy wadever we wan after selling his apartment and split into 2 with his divorce wife. so today went shopping with justin with tt money. zh cnt make it today cox need pei his mum go hospital.

meet up with justin at 1. went to eat lunch at kfc. ate student meal melts. after tt went to 77th street at tm. bought a cap at dere. and went out of the stall and saw muen and beeyong. chat abit and yea. looks like they are doing well in school. next went to city hall. and bought a long sleeve shirt and 2 pairs of jeans. with tt, im done with wad i wan to buy. went to raffles city and went to drink coffee. i ordered hazelnut choc twist. ya. dere is mocha inside. it was awesome. as good as starbucks.

done with city hall. we went back to tampines and played dota at lan. used axe and got 21kills and 1 death. lol. my item was like 2 vanguards, 2 hearts, 1 assault, 1 power threads. lol. mega tanker. went to delifrance for dinner. and went to times later to check out some books. justin intro me to this phantom physics. u can see it here. it was damn interesting. abt how it is suspected earth to be formed. from an evaporated black hole which sucked particles together. i think tt is wad it is abt. and these ppl try to prove it. ya and read through some christain books. some on bible. and dere is this singapore book abt singlish. damn funny.

going to the market=marketing?

buy one free one. the pic shows bottles of milk. and dere is the sign buy one free. wad it is trying to joke is tt :buy one milk u can free one milk. as in like freeing a bird tt type of free.

cnt rmb the rest. lol. and finally split ways and went home.

alright. tts all. later.


live like there's no tomorrow 11:29 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008

went to cut hair in the morning. was expecting to be done in 1/2 an hour but i was still waiting for my turn after 1/2 an hour past. lol. went home to prepare to go out and wtf. tim jus woke up. so i took my own sweet time. den meet up with tim go ubi dere for interview. and they give us this form which is 4 pages long. gosh. it's the longest form i need to fill in for job application. pay is ranged $7-$10/h depending on the no. of ppl attending the job. the more the better the pay. tt is wad the guy who interview told us. we are suppose to take a 5 day course and a test. lol. i think its the tedious part for this job. but after tt we will get a lisence and i guess it is quite worth it for only $35. went back home afterwards.

jus watch Bleach Movie 2: Diamond Dust Rebellion. Not as nice as i expected. but overall storyline its still kinda average. I think i prefer the Bleach Movie 1: Memories of Nobody. the plot is more solid i guess?

tml maybe going out with justin, zihao they all.

wed going out with michelle and chungyin.

and all those ppl taking A and O levels soon. Good luck. Study well.

alright tts all. later


live like there's no tomorrow 5:55 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008

woah jus watched code geass r2 22. suzaku's albion is godlike now. destroyed the remaining charles' knight of rounds by himself. the cliffhanger will be tt nanally is alive from tt freya blast. kinda shocking isnt it. lol. and she claimed tt she will be her brother's and suzaku's enemy. lets wait for the subbed verison to come out den. later.


live like there's no tomorrow 7:09 PM

ytd went to alice's and jennifer's church event: BC Youth Olympics i think tts the event name. I was in group B2 with Alice, Gwen, Jorden, Cleo and Emily. Jennifer's group haf the rest of the class like Zihao, Chris,Huili. didnt win alot of the games but i guess the flag game is the best game tt we won. Haha. Dinner was really good with the buffet food. Mingled with the people dere. And prize giving, we got the 4th prize i think. a package with lots of snacks. And chris was dere joking abt making the $10 worth by stealing the clock in the room. Lol. didnt took any photos cox i didnt bring it. Anyway really thank you alice and jenjen for inviting us to this event. had some great fun dere.
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anyway this is the door gift. a cd with songs. i think is christian rock the video they showed us, notebook and a mouse pad.

abt the speech tt a guy gave to us. i forgot his name. abt the competiton of life. yes i find it very meaningful. abt how we are meant to compete when we are born until death. but wad happens after death? i guess like he said we cnt get an answer. Dere always this feeling of a missing piece of puzzle u feel within ur heart. And yes, i really do feel tt i haf something missing in my life. and wad did the speaker said tt missing piece is? It's Jesus. And ya. im having doubt abt it. I dun really believe in god but wad if it is true? I can say tt im confused.

after all these went to play lan at katong with chris, zihao and lunsiong who came to meet us. played at bnet. 1st game used lich and we won tt round. 2nd game the stranger in our team keep feeding and he left the game. so eventually he fed tt much tt the clockwerk and potm is damn gay liao. so we left also. Lol. Left 10mins before finishing and surf the net dere and went home. Took a bus to parkway and to eunos. and Zzz. all the 60 are full. so walked to interchange and got a starbucks dark chocolate mocha from 7-eleven.
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ignore the eeyore and pringles at the bg. didnt notice when i took it. and god, it was amazing. i think im really addicted to starbucks. Finally reached home ard 12 midnight and play dota online with zihao again. Lol.

exam results out in this coming thursday (11 sep 08) gd luck ppl.

code geass in 3 more hrs.

tml haf job interview. going with tim.

ok. tts all. later den.


live like there's no tomorrow 3:12 PM

im really disappointed abt it. she said these 3 years are a waste of time. she wanted a break up wif me 3 times already in this relationship and 2 times she asked to patch up. if it's such a waste of time den ff u wanna patch up. somemore the 2nd time she asked. she was like crying over the phone asking to patch up. well i dun haf anyone to complain on so i guess i will do it here. my only place to talk abt my troubles. i say wad i wan here cox it my blog ok? lol.

i really cherished every moment wif u but u can said this. i've been tolerating her temper over some small things over this years. lost alot of good frens thanks to her jealously to the girls im always close with like michelle. lost my drum major/chairman post due to her temper over small things and wad was it? at genting band competiton. during the activities break, we went to the outdoor park and i didnt wan to take the rides cox im really is very bad at heights. ya and she got pissed. locked herself in wanxin's room toilet and i went in to get her out by wad? promising her to take only 1 ride. and ya aikying went back to her room and saw it and gg. cox i entered an opposite sex room. mr wong was informed and ya. i lost it. parents were informed. all these tt i did was jus to make her happy and she said everything i sacrifice was jus a waste of time.

she's most likely doing all the backstabbing abt me as much as she can like she always did to some ppl. ppl like L, Y, S, S, A, G, C, A, Z. Those are the initials of their 1st letter of the name. L, Y, S, S, Z are ppl from sec sch, the rest are from tp. similarity from all these ppl? they are her close frens. example of her backstabbing. some ppl didnt invite her to go it fair tgt and kbox. some ppl in her camp she find very useless and she is doin most of the work by herself. some ppl say abt her shoes are fake. abt hanging out wif some ppl cox didnt haf the choice cox she didnt like her class. abt some ppl who dun wan pei her go back band. and ya. all the f word will be coming out. it's funny tt 2 of the ppl she complained to abt me used to be her target for backstabbing. for me i totally dont backstab my close frens cox there is a reason i made them my close frens.

she most likely pissed with her iou. yea. she even went ahead and wrote an iou to me. she personally ask to borrow money from me to buy wad she wan. when we are still in relationship. the amount of money she compiled from dragging and continous borrowing was far too much. so i decided to close both eyes and treat some of the things dun make her pay and the amount came down from $250 to $80. now tt its over i dun see the reason to close both my eyes and give her the $170 for free. im really not doing charity work. maybe to her this is extortion by its not. u got wad u wanted cox u borrowed some money which is not even urs. luckily last time she asked me to lend her money buy psp. but i didnt haf enuf. if not i really will get scammed. i think the remaining amount she still own she will not return it. totally was scammed. last time still say wad. comfirm will return one. totally scammed my trust.

so wad do you think of this girl's hidden persona? usually she laughs, make jokes, show seriousness in studies, like a very fun person to hang out with. but yea. it's not something she show to ppl but after these 3 years. i guess im the one who she showed her true self to. yea. she used to tell me tt im the only one she could show her temper to. for her, i corrected my bad habits of sleeping too much, lateness. and for months, she threw everything of my bad habit back to me. i can wait for her under her block for 1hr after the appointed meeting time. when coming down is only like 5mins

i gotta admit tt im freaking lazy, dun like to speak out much and lack initative but wad more bad points i showed tt u didnt like it? wad is it tt u say tt the 3 years are a waste of time? i've been exposed to most the real world, and ya. this is one of the worst kind you can ever get. a person with a deadly hidden personality behind tt persona. but so? i didnt care abt her bad points and cont with it cox i love her. im too simple isnt it? i will not talk to anyone in real life abt this. i dun like to talk abt my problems anyway. i bottled up too much actually. this is the way i am i guess? but if ppl ask. maybe i will talk abt it ba. jus when i tot everything was over, she did and said all these things. great isnt it?


live like there's no tomorrow 2:13 PM
Friday, September 05, 2008

hiya. been playing dota everyday with zh they all.

watched some movies today. Firstly is Meet Dave. haha. the show damn cute and nice. Next will be Speed Racer. didnt really like the show though. lol.

tml alice invited us to her church event. think alot of ppl going. shall bring my camera ba. lol.

feel like going clubbing.

decided to start finding job on sunday. too lazy to find =p

most likely going haf an outing next week with chung yin and michelle. now waiting for chung yin's timetable to be out so can comfirm timing.

alright. later den


live like there's no tomorrow 9:54 PM
Thursday, September 04, 2008

my first blogskin created by me. Took some reference of design from yizhen's blog.. well, not really cox i see alot of this layout around the web i think.. theme is again still code geass. i love this anime too damn much.

and ya ended my first relationship with my girl ytd. a big sigh of relieve tt this problem is over. it dragged too long and ya, was worried about her well being all day long without having the chance to talk to her. now dun need to care tt much. i will say i matured alot though these years. learned alot abt girls also.. yes, they can be damn petty and self centered.. guys? i will say they are damn idoitic and stupid.. lol.. nevertheless, i will still be me.

alright tts all den.. later


live like there's no tomorrow 10:03 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008

another new UVERworld's song.. this time a ballad..

Koishikute


quite a nice song but not as good as their other and only ballad : kimi no suki no uta though i think.. the single will be out on 9/10/2008

the lyrics as usual are meaningful: (english translation)

The last honest talk about our dreams I had with you turn out well.
The time that I should have spent with you, was spent on work or friends.
But why, even though I was surrounded by so many people,
I felt like as if I was the loneliest person on Earth.
I started searching for your shadow.

I love you; I call your name repeatedly.
It would have been great if I could continue loving you. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times.
Even though it marks the end, I can't forget you.

The rain never teaches anything, it only continues to fall.
Always, at the same time in the last train, people are being accompanied by their lovers.
The feelings and desires that keep piling are unexpectedly not fading.
Even though time has passed, the clouds won't clear and the tears from the sky
still won't stop falling.

I love you; I call your name repeatedly.
It would have been great if I could continue loving you. I had become a coward.
If you were the flower that blooms,

I have given you too much water such that you wilted; I protected you so much that I had deprived you of sunlight.
I have no idea why, but
I miss you

Honey that is too sweet, is being hated because of its sweetness.
When the perfect balance is broken and it starts to crumble, I became scared.
When I understood what was important,
I let go of love.

Separation is the beginning of a new rendezvous,
you taught me that.
Even today, I am still moving on but-

I love you; I call your name repeatedly.
My heart still can't understand. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times.
Even though it marks the end, I can't forget you.

Even though I am aware that we won't be able to meet again,
I am still searching for the reason. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times.
I can't deceive my heart.
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i guess the lyrics got wad i wan to say right now. guess i will say the reason tml den. no mood to say.

alright tts all.. later


live like there's no tomorrow 10:12 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008

anime review today.. jus finished watching an anime which i heard was really good.. and tt is Nodame Cantabile..



im really glad tt i actually watched it..

It's about this guy who is very talented in piano and violin but his dream is not to be a pianist and violinist, it was to become a conductor. But he cannot explore his dream into becoming a pro because he cannot go overseas. Why? Beacuse he has airplane and ship phobia.
Den dere is this other girl who prefer to play piano by ear rather than reading the score, a total weirdo who can dun bath for days, her room is like a junkyard and happened to be his neighbour.
And the both of them are in the same music school

lots of music.. ya.. CLASSICALS only.. lots of funny moments becox of those funny characters.. romance. not alot though.. it was kinda one sided coming from Nodame. lol. but i guess the ending is the part where Chiaki accepted her though.

now waiting for second season: Nodame Cantabile: Paris

in the 1st season, ya.. Chiaki managed to overcome his phobia thanks to Nodame's 'hypnosis'. Nodame decided to go to Paris to enroll in the school dere. Chiaki decided to go overseas too but i dun noe whether issit following her or going to Europe instead. 9/10/2008 is the date..

well then now off to watch the live-action version


all right.. tts all from me today.. later


live like there's no tomorrow 7:31 PM